deep fears

we all have fears..

some fears SEEM bigger than others..

but laying them at the cross

it's what will free us

what am I trying to overcome?

that which is in my way..

Moriarty to start..

balancing out the butterfly in my neck..

as well..

and beyond..

there can be no progress till these two are managed..

and ya know what?

I have EVERYTHING to loose..

So it goes that I won't loose at all

I know who is on MY SIDE…

and I won't let fear stop me

I won't pretend for a MINUTE that I am not afraid either because..

 so onward Christian Soldier

because God expects me to climb that mountain..

It's where He is leading me..

to FAIL

is 

First

Attempt

In 

Learning

to not try..

well whats the fun in that?

that's not living

and I 

INTEND to live

this gift 

all the way to

the end