just a whiner….

not sure.. 

but I think I just got accused of being a whiner…

I asked for clarification. but got none… 

if any of you feel that way..

 please feel free to remove yourself from my group.. 

i love you.. Each and EVERY one of you..

.but right now.. i need emotional support, prayer coverage.. 

and nothing else 

 LOVE and PEACE to all !!! 

and seriously.. no offense taken…

blessings

(and then.. in response to some encouraging comments!)

 Like i mentioned.. i asked for clarification..

 and none was given.. perhaps it will be at a later time…. 

It SEEMED to be an accusation.. or condemnation.. 

which is what led me to ask for clarification.. 

it was a vague statement… 

YOU know how I struggle to ever share with anyone what is going on..

 (keep on and carry on) 

(suck it up )

and some of you have been so encouraging to do this..

my insecurity and deep fear come to my face.. 

and all I can wonder is if I am misunderstanding BECAUSE

 i am so uncomfortable sharing my weakness.. 

my trial…. 

thank you for the affirmation that I am not whining… 

I need it… 

I have to remind my self ALL the time that there IS NO condemnation in Christ Jesus.. 

(as I self condemn frequently)… 

nothing is ever good enough for ME.. 

I didn't DO enough..work HARD enough, get enough DONE..

 I am very much go go go.. 

so in my new situation .. 

as you can imagine I have to pray a LOT 

and remind myself of the scripture FREQUENTLY.. to abide IN a state of grace.. 

and thus.. i felt compelled to not be accusatory, 

but simply put it out, that if ANY actually DO feel that way. t

hey need not be in my safe place.. 

This is where I am for support in overcoming Moriarty… 

thank you so much … 

 you so much

!