Moriarty must die

headache totally overwhelmed me today..

Moriarty is ….

 can I just SAY it? 

without offending ALL of you?

He's this demon in my brain…

and he's pissed.. 

and acting out.

and it HURTS !

and I know that isn't a "nice" way to talk..

but war is hell.. 

and today is Veterans day..

All the Vet's in my life

keep things pretty ..

REAL

without getting 

TOO crude..

they keep things RAW

they've BEEN trained for war

been TO war..

and I thank them this day

and am so thankful for the support they

are showing ME every day!

so..

I would like to honor that and say...

and I am in a battle for my 

life..

my brain!

I want to keep things real …

I don't want to pretend with you… 

Jesus is helping THROUGH a real trial..

not some freaking rosy garden…

THIS is full of thorns and pain.. 

and  well

It is one massive migraine

on ONE brain

that just got GAMMA knifed!

and things feel

explosive

and disoriented..

and 

BAM!

 and 

I hate Moriarty

so 

so  MUCH!

three months..

It's ONLY been a week

and I have to wait 3 months

to know 

if 

HE

is dying

inside of me..

wowza